day one hundred seventy-two: if you know.

if you know what it is
to trust someone
who trusts someone
who you don't feel like you can trust
and you cant help but doubt trusting anyone
ever again
if you know what it is
to trust someone
who trusts someone that you don't trust
because they hurt someone you love
someone who didn't deserve to hurt
because they treated you like dirt
when you know dirt is only what you're made of
not what you truly are
when you know
if you know
when you understand
what this means
then you can talk to me
about trusting them
ever again.